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Feeqah, Nineteen Love Allah S.w.t and Nabi Muhammad S.a.w. Never felt more blessed given an opportunity to breathe. Wishes for Jannah. Insta: feeqahh Twitter: @FeePayne :D لَآ اِلٰهَ اِلَّا اللّٰهُ مُحَمَّدٌ رَّسُوْلُ اللّٰه
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Monday, May 9, 2016
Sometimes, i hate myself so much..I'm always constantly feeling like i've been put down by my own self, by my own being, and I felt that, that's not fair for me.. The heart knows what it wants, the heart knows what it yearns, but the self and desires are sabotaging its self, and its constantly tiring trying to manage and balance between these two. Yes, i've never really gave up on myself, and to continue pushing to provide betterness for myself, but i cant help feeling completely down when i failed on myself. It feels shit, when you're on your way, doing your very best to keep a habit away, then you yourself, sabotage yourself by doing things that aren't right. Im sorry i cant.. Im sorry i tried.. Forgive me.. I hate myself for constantly falling down. |