Bismillah ..
Ramadhan have begin for most of us, a month full of blessings, a month where you ask for forgiveness, and Allah will grant you forgiveness in sha Allah. A month where you ask Allah for anything and everything. A month where the gates of Jannah will be wide open for anyone who ask Allah for it. And a month where gates of Jahanam closes, and all the shaitans be locked up. A month where you sacrifice everything and anything, just to please Allah. A month that is so beautiful, very beautiful, for every deed you do multiplies by 1000. MashAllah, how merciful Allah is.
Tonight, i stood by a pair of twins in the masjid, it amazes me how i've met them two years ago, and i still see them around right now at the same spot, worshiping the same Creator. May Allah grant them Jannah for their continuous istiqomah.
I stood infront of Allah, looking down my sejadah, concentrating, and as the imam read Surah al-Balad, all sorts of memories came running back. All sorts of feelings came back. I dont know how do i express myself, but hmm. The imam recited the surah with such a beautoful voice, melodious tone, and it made me more and more kushoo. I thank Allah for allowing me to stand by Him, being healthy(Alhamdullilah), and allowing me to reflect on myself.
Two years back, on this same night, i've talked to a guy i knew, i used to knew. At that point of time, i thought he was the one. I mean, how do i know anything about life right, i was naive, i was such a looser to think i actually knew who was meant for me. Ofcos not. Allah knows best. And, the very same guy read me Surah Al-Balad, he told me he'll read this surah on the day we nikah, if we are meant to be together, but Allah has better plans, mashAllah. Allah knows best.
The imam continued to read surah Al-Ala, and that was the third surah he've read for me. He've read me four surahs before, and this was the third. I was again touched when the imam start reciting them, i told myself, well, it cast of as a reminder to myself, that sometimes, we can think that someone is meant for us, but in actual fact they arent, we can plan the whole future, dream about so many things to do with the person, but in the end, they turn their backs on us, and Allah knows best, why things happen.
Wallahi im over him, I've trusted Allah why things happen, and i know all this would not have happened if it wasnt for Allah s.w.t, I've full tawakal in him, and with tawakal it brought me back to where i am, to the time where im actually over him. Alhamdullilah. I have. May Allah make it easy for me.
Whoever is meant for me, or meant to be in my life, i leave it all to Allah, we may meet some people in our life, and again, we fall back into the same trap into thinking they are meant for us, but they end up leaving us again and again and again, sometimes we learn from this lessons, sometimes we dont, sometimes we just need certain things to happen again and again for us to finally realise that yes we should stop chasing for people. Because the more we chase for someone, the more people run away from us. Just like dunya, the more we're chasing after dunya the more dunya is running away from us, (which made us want dunya more) and the lesser we cared about dunya, the more dunya come running after us, pulling us down. So, stop chasing. For once, lets all stop chasing.
Believe in Allah, Allah knows best, He knows when and who is meant for us, take things slow, concentrate our pathway to Allah, and Allah will then put them into our life, those that are best for us. May Allah grant us all people that could help us achieve Akhirah through Dunya. Amin ya robbal alamin.
Assalamualaikum Warmatullah Wabaraktuh.

♣ Assalamulaikum, I'm Nur Syafiqah. May Allah grant us the Jannahtul Firdaus, and may He place us among the pious. Ameen. If you happen to be in my blog when im no longer around, i seek for your prayers, and forgive me for my wrongdoings.