Wowwww the feeling of everything returning back to normal is ma sha Allah! Im in love with this feeling, and i just wish this feeling will stay forever and always. Things had been rough these few months and weeks, really rough tbh. But Alhamdullilah, things are getting better ever since 05 April. Ma sha Allah, it brings so much nostalgia and so much memories back to the first few months we met. We are so much happier right now. Putting away the differences, putting away the insecurity and ego that could eat us up, and also putting away the negative thinking and attitude. Alhamdullilah for the sake of our love, we could manage putting everything aside, and focus on being better for each other and to also guide each other in improving ourselves in terms of deen. I'm just super blessed, to have known him, to be with him, and to spend most of my time with him. Never would i ever imagine sharing my time with someone else. The sacrifice we both made for each other is unbelievably amazing, and i'm so glad i chose him out of so many other guys i met. It was sure a beautiful risk i took, and i'm glad its him i open up to. Its him, i decide to let my walls down and give in the key into my heart, its him that i chose. I'm glad. Such an amazing person inside out. From his family to his friends, they are all so accepting and friendly, i'm glad i picked him. Alhamdullilah ya Allah, for making things better for the both of us, Alhamdullilah ya Allah for allowing us to stay tho times were tough, Alhamdullilah ya Allah, Alhamdullilah for everything. Ya Allah, if he's meant for me ya Allah, may You allow me to only love him for the sake of You, and just cos You gifted him for me, but ya Allah, if he isn't meant for me, may You allow us to leave each other without getting hurt. You know best ya Rabb, and i trust You. Its true when they say behind every hardships comes with ease, and ma sha Allah, this ease is what I've been craving for so long, Alhamdullilah, for being patient, Alhamdullilah. 29 June till Jannah in sha Allah.

♣ Assalamulaikum, I'm Nur Syafiqah. May Allah grant us the Jannahtul Firdaus, and may He place us among the pious. Ameen. If you happen to be in my blog when im no longer around, i seek for your prayers, and forgive me for my wrongdoings.